Another day lost in my own thoughts. Staring at Alexxs pictures remember the moment the picture was taken. Thinking that I have been so calm all this time and there is going to come a time I am going to realize that I will never see Alexx again. There is no way I have come... Continue Reading →
9 months... is all it takes to create a life. However it's not long enough to heal a broken and shattered heart. Still not enough time from that moment to forget for just one second of the day what was taken from me and this world. It still hangs over my head & heart in... Continue Reading →
My husband said that the 6th month anniversary of Alexxs death wasn't an important date... I seem to dred the 29th of every month, announce its presence as if what happened could be forgotten. Perhaps, I treat it as an important or special day... I wish it didn't have significance in my mind except the... Continue Reading →
It's been awhile since I updated this blog and emptied my thoughts here. Life has kept me busy. The ordeal we went through in February was awful. And really unbelievable. I can remember listening to Larry talk about Jarretts sister and see the sadness and hurt in his face. He told me he knew he... Continue Reading →
I am reminded constantly of death and loss. It is like when you get a new car and then everywhere you look, you see the same car. There have been so many news stories lately about car wrecks with fatalities and shootings. Was it always this bad or am I just now noticing? Maybe I... Continue Reading →
On this day last month my son was killed. Taken from me and the life that he looked forward to having. Taken from his siblings and family that loved him. Taken from his friends and those who had grown to know and love him. He had dreams of growing up and having his own life... Continue Reading →
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