3 years 3 months.

This is my first public post in years. I felt I should say something… Happy Birthday, Alexx!

Three years and three months… his death date… we should be celebrating Alexxs birth day today with him here.

21! Some days he has aged and other days he is still my 17 year old senior in my mind.

I try very hard to stay in the present and not get stuck in the past. I have a peaceful life here… less chaotic, drama and stress. Just missing him.

My relationship with Alexx is different now. He may not be here but I still hear his voice. He gives me strength when I think things feel difficult. And I enjoy the things he did for him in his memory.